Lazy Weekend

This weekend I haven't done anything. My school books have been coming in and now I'm waiting on the last few to finally show up. The past few nights I've been making some kick-ass food. A couple years ago, someone at an old job handed me some pasta and cabbage she had made with some hot sauce on top of it. I decided to remake the dish, and it was the shiz. Fo realz. Can you tell I'm white?

In other news: I won't be vising Jersey. However, my daughter will hopefully be flying down here for as long as she can :D IGETTOSEEMYSQUISHY!!!!!!

I love her more than cats. That's saying a lot. I mean, look at the comparison:

Wherever you go, there you are. -My grandfather used to tell me that. 

My Dad Always Told Me Not To Think Too Much

Or I'd go insane. I think he's right. I had one of those obsessive days where I would thing about something for a long time. Weight each factor and size up all of the competition to those factors. I thought so deeply into something that I could have written a book about that one particular moment I was thinking about. Since our brains don't think in complete sentences, I was having a hard time keeping my thoughts organized, and I ended up projecting them instead of writing them inside of my head. Things would pan out like a movie or a music video. I think a lot of people do this, and even my manager says he rarely has days where he doesn't think this way. I can tell. He's really obsessive about what he does and thinks.

Think. Think. Think. 

Have you ever had a moment that you don't want to end? It doesn't necessarily have to be with someone you love. Hell, it could be with someone you hate and still enjoy it enough. It's a shame that I think this way. I feel like I miss out on a lot of opportunities because my brain get's in the way. Probably why I'm so self conscious.

EDIT: I sound like such a downer. This is not the angst you're looking for. You need to go about your business. Move along. Move along. 

Your car keys are a lot like love. You look everywhere once you've lost them, but they only turn up once you've stopped looking. 

All of a Sudden....Work Ethic!

I don't know where it came from, but all of a sudden I'm not stressed out about going to work ever since I got this job. It's relaxing to know that I don't have to be responsible for doing everything for a change. Today was no exception. It was an extremely lazy day, and I'm getting better at throwing myself at people in order to get them to buy clothing. I'm not used to so much attention. As charismatic as I am, I'm a pretty self conscious person. The day ended pretty nicely as I had company throughout my shift :D

So. Blog. Blog...what else do I want to say. Oh I know! I want to start a thought for the..erm..day? I post multiple times a day, so how exactly do I do this? Maybe thought for the hour? Yeah, thought for the hour.
So my thought for the hour is this:

Don't sell yourself short. Just because something is hard, doesn't mean it's not worth doing it.